worried..worried

omigod!! ouch texted me..badtrip ngalang..she told me that i can't tell anybody..tama ba naman yun?? hay..she's sick..i don't know what she's feeling or undergoing right now..gosh..i wish i could help her..of course, in prayers.. hhhmmm..i don't think her parents know all about this things that are happening to her.. guess who kung sino lang ang may alam..si edralin..her "bestfriend" ...yung tipong bestfriend na nagsasabihan kayo ng i love you bawat minuto..duh! mag-on ba kayo?? honestly, ayoko isipin na ganun yun..pero when you look at it.. parang sila..tibo?? all the teasing came true?? hope not! darn..why does ouch hid all these things from her parents..pati si jani naiipit..intriging right?? wish i could do something..

paano ba?? mag-upload..

my blog is so boring..no pictures..hay.. can somebody help me?? hehe..

leave me alone..

after being so silent for almost two years..you'll come back like nothing happened?? ewan ko ba?? nagtext lang..tuwang tuwa na!! oo..oo na!! na-miss ko kase diba?? hay..pero he's leaving this february for the states..nyerk..ayoko isipin toh!! malaking kadiri..i hope he's not invited at madi's party..connection?? anyway, masakit parin talaga mata ko..grabe..my prince was so sweet talaga..kahit jinojoke nanaman niya ko kay....shan! bwisit! meron nangang girlfriend yung tao eh! stop na noh.. hay,, if he only knew..badtrip..i haven't eaten anything since morning..shux! this might lead to ulcer..knock knock knock..pls no naman noh..

the result of boredom..

shux! i'm so bored and sleepy in our theology class..i can't understand anything..hay..so i started doodling and scribbling at a piece of paper..eto,,tatanga-tanga..i accidentally scratched my lower eye with my mechanical pencil..it was so hard that the lead broke..and left my lower eye with a red, painful scratch..pambihirang patis!!

c martin at c nikki parin ba??

i was in the shuttle and golly man..sitting right next to me was this big guy..sobrang awkward nga coz everytime the shuttle will turn right or left..i was being squeezed.. hehe..funny talaga..then we stopped at landmark..thank you!! he went down na..to my surprise, a girl started to tap me..at my left shoulder..hehe..it was nikki! omigod! seeing her..was a big shock..kase naman..the guy who went down was none other than martin badenas..arrgghh..i didn't recognize him! okay..so i have to snap out of it!..nyerkss..are they still together? wait..nikki and martin?? ewan..honestly, nikki is too good for martin..bad girl!
....at school, i arrived early for the practice. i went to my favorite tambayan- the library! hehe..unfortunately, no computer was available so i went down to the lounge. surprise surprise! my prince was there..looking so gorgeous..so nice..c'mon twinxx..topak ka nanaman.. un, we talked about our tension cracking experiences..un! then i told him about martin..un! tapos, i went to chapel for our dance practice..

5:07

just a few more minutes..ano ba talaga?? ewan..uy..magkatabi si pong at kuya dheck!! issue to..what are they talking about kaya?? shux!! twinxx, bad girl, you're eavesdropping..hehe.. yun, nag-uusap parin sila..nakaka-intriga huh..*wink* owww..natahimik sila for a moment..hehe..ano kaya yun??

c ons?? over na daw..

finally, he got over her talaga..grabe..i spent so many nights talking to him about thta..sabi nga niya..ako ang kanyang konsensya..hehe..ewan..salamat sa Diyos.. he woke up na.. yey..la lang..i just can't imagine them together..lam mo yun..hindi talaga..chaka kadiri..ngayon ko lang narealize na cheesy pala si ons pag inlove..ay! hindi pala inlove..infatuated lang pala.. tapos..after two weeks or so..bagong babae nanaman ang e-coconsult niya sakin..joke! i hope hindi niya mabasa toh..hehe..infairness, he's a great guy with a great face..kumukinis nah..quote from kuya joel..

to go to class or not to go??

t's 4:38pm..magulo parin utak ko..will i attend math? or will i not?? one, if i attend the class, i'll surely flunk the exam..two, i don't wanna hear my teacher say bad words..and i quote "assHet"..if i skip class, i'm free..free..free.. nad influence nga tong si ons eh..hidi kase sya papasok eh..ano na?? hay.. golly..lechong kawali..what will i do? darn...i just wasted my money to go here..on the other hand..hindi naman completely wasted ung araw ko..i got to use the computers..for free...hehe! hhhmmm.,..where's my prince? i didn't see him yet.. darn again..i have plenty things to do..yang Christmas party..la paring decors yung batch namin..kainis lang tumutulong..mga pasaway.. nga pala..where the heck is ouch?? she's not going to her classes na..i'm relly worried for her..ate niya kase ako eh..hay,,eto ang product when boredom stikes you..*sigh* mas cool nga ang blogger kesa sa multiply..sana lang naman..walang mabasa dito si drummer buddy ko..at yung alam kong magbabasa nito..wag ingay huh?? quiet.. ;p

suntok sa buwan..for my prince*

Hindi mo ba alam
Damdamin ko’y pinagtakpan
Makasama ka’y suntok sa buwan

‘Di mo nga alam
Mundo mo nga’y iyong tignan
Kung ganyan, walang pupuntahan

Hindi ko ‘to gusto
Pero ‘wag kang lalayo

Itanong mo sa akin
At tatanungin ko rin
Kung ika’y aamin
Lahat ay gagawin

‘Di mo napapansin
Kailangan mo akong dinggin
‘Di habang buhay ika’y aantayin

Ito’y aking hiling
At sana naman ay tanggapin
Ng puso ko’y ‘di nabibitin

hay naku..

bwisit..bwisit..bwisit..arrrgghh! wala lang! wala lang..magulo utak ko ngayon eh..wala akong maintindihan sa nakakapraning na math..nagmumura pa yung teacher..assHet?? hehe..bahala na nga..

i'm exhausted..

wheeew..just finished practicing..man, it's very exhausting..tiring..tongue-dropped drained..my body feels so hot from the intensive moves and grooves..hehe..well, doing it all for the Lord..*sigh*..Jesus, may i memorize all the steps by heart..Amen! okay..now, i'm again glued to the screen of the pc..no class till 5pm, that's why..hhhmmm..what gift will i get madi? i really don't know what she likes..candle? so ordinary.. slippers? don't know her size eh.. what ba?? cd? mahal eh.. hehe.. basta, i'm just so excited and i just can't hide it..sana friday na.. right now, i'm having fun surfing the net and reading the damn..damn..stupid, nonesense forum..speaking of the forum..many people are fighting..uhm, no naman siguro..having conflicts nalang.. like ons, and si kuya dheck..for crying out loud..tanda niyo nah..there's another one papala..c pong, who also was quoted by kuya dheck..ewan ko ba..actually, pong just talked to me about that..ewan ko sa inyo..yun,,kaya yoko mag-post eh.. ta ta!!

escapades..

shux! i just remembered that we have a test in math..ireally don't know what it's all about..hehe..my mind wanders everytime ma'am lumen teaches..bad girl! actually, what i do is chit chat with my friend ons..talking about his lovelife..yuck!! it gives me goosebumps whenever he shares to me his escapades..ay naku!! enough of this nonesense..on the other hand, this is what its all about..this morning i was lying in my bed..i grabbed my Bible and filled my mind with the Psalms.. it's really comforting and it helps a lot especially when i'm down or trouble..and i need a helping hand..is that a song?? golly..oww, i miss my prince..i miss his scent that captivates me..he's nice and everything..yuck!!1 kadiri ka Carms..

stuck here..

hmmm, i can still see ate marichris here, typing something..so i'll just go down with her later..when she finishes..hehe..owww, by the way, i'm here in the library..stuck till 5 pm coz i have nowhere else to go..no class until 5pm..good huh? nahh..boring..i'm actually sitting beside kuya edwin (left) and at my right, no one..it just sucks coz i have to tell everyone who sits on #3 computer that it's broke and you can't use it..bummer..can i just recored my voice and play it?? hehe..i'm not mad or anything..right now, people are coming in and out of the library..looking for books..you know..they are soOo being studious..hehe..i really can't wait till it's friday..ons and i are going to meagamall to watch sandwich live at the megatrade hall around 4pm..then i'll go directly to madi's house..she's celebrating her 19th birthday..grabe! i already miss my friends..geez..speaking of friends, i just opened up a problem..no naman a big problem to kuya joel..i can't believe myself..crying before him..it's embarrassing..well, thank God for him..i don't know what i'll do without him..*sigh*..this time i'll go na! it's already 1pm..practice na..ta ta!!

food trip..

eeeww..i feel so icky..ewan ko ba?? uhmmm, maybe it's the effect of eating too much lumpiang toge. hehe! well at least, minsan lang toh nangyari..geezz, my unlimited text and call got expired yesterday..sayang! eto namang mga tao, hindi macontact..c ons, cannot be reached..c love, ayaw, c joel, ayaw rin..hay..golly! lechong kawali! anyway, i'm so excited..why? i'll be seeing marc abaya and sandwich this friday..ahhh!!! hihihi;p

text message..

"Carms u r unique in our Lord's sight. Dnt compare urself 2 othrs. U r wat u r ryt now bec God willed it. Clearly He has a plan. God bless kapatid."
What an encouragement coming from my prince..*sigh*

lumpiang toge at suka na may pulang sili

hay, i had this sudden urge to eat and eat and eat..shux!! this has to stop..hehe..eto ha..i had spaghetti, luimpiang toge, turon and two more pieces of lumpiang toge..for lunch lang yun ha! imagine..sobrang nag-ccrave ako..ewan ko ba?? i'm not preggy naman..hehe! sayang, i missed our dance practice..oh no..Christmas party is this friday..oh no! again..i'll be exposing my the moves and d'grooves..golly! another thing happened to me..i almost lost my phone..cellphone that is! arrrggghh..i'm being careless nowadays! thank God, "mongol" found it in one of the couches.. i bet he hid it..joke!un, it was so thoughtful of kuya dandin to bring his mom's pritong lumpiang toge at suke with pulang sili! delicious! yum! yum!yum! nick and i dug in..sarap talaga..actually, i have a class but it's alright..break naman eh..library..in front of the PC..then i saw my prince in one of the carrels..he's wearing yellow, his scent makes me shiver..hmmm...he's really nice..i approached him and we began talking..hay..my prince shared to me that he has this friend..sinabi raw na mukha raw akong pang-starstruck! hehe..ganun? then suddenly, i told him about the thing that happended to me few days ago..about being pressured..tears rolled down my cheeks..he comforted me with his warm embrace.. he's so nice..he's really my kuya..kuya?? ayaw ko..:(

40 days and 40 nights..

monday night, i was surfing channels..thank God, HBO exsists! i was right on time..the feature presentation was up..uhmm, josh hartnett and a girl, whom i didn't know.. starred the show... actually, i watched the movie because of boredom.. oh well, it was all about a guy who..i think can't live without sex..until..her girl broke up with him..so it went on and on..then he decided to take a vow of abstinence..huh?? yeah..for 40 days and 40 nights, he will have no intercourse or arousal, whatever.. so there were funny scenes like when it was his 39th day, he was seeing teats and butts..hehe..anyway, for a guy..i think he was really pressured..really funny! well, the story ended that he had this awesome time with erika, the girl he truly loves..and they got together for more than 10 hours.. golly, hehe..got to cut this short..

battery..

great..im late for school..again! the shuttle that i rode was a major badtrip! arrggghh..the driver should have checked his batteries before leaving bls..it sparked ba naman..pucha! it's no joke at all..whoo..it caused my blood to flow faster in my veins..and that's not all..when we were approaching cityland (the place where i will be going down), i asked the driver if it was okay for me to go down..coz they have this city rule of no unloading at a specific time..un, he wasn't saying anything..sort of deaf ba syia? stupid? moron? he kept on looking at me without nothing..nodda!! huh! so i slammed the door hard! uhhhmm, come to think of it, i did wrong..bwisit..i was easily angered..oh,,oh.. what a way to start my day..

sun cellular!!

everyone is hook on sun cellular!! hehe..

la naman akong ginagawa eh..

haynaku..eto talaga si kaibigang drummer boy..kainis..again, nag-seselos nanaman yung mabait nyang girlfriend..pucha! object of jealousy ba??kakainis lang..paranoid..la naman akong ginagawa eh..puro nalang ako..ako..ako..kainis..hindi lang naman ako ang babae sa buhay ni shan ha?? ewan ko ba?? hehe..now, i feel better..